Everything I Never Told You by Celeste Ng is a quiet story, told in wisps, like smoke that too late reveals the raging inferno behind the closed door.
one is quieter than Hannah, a member of the Lee family, each member of
which is filled with unspoken words, unfulfilled dreams and unrequited
longing. Hannah may be the first witness revealed to readers, but this
masterfully written story doesn't hinge on a single witness. Instead, Ng
weaves effortlessly between each of the Lees, who, in turn and all at
once, reveal nothing and everything, too often with a brief glance or
One morning, 16-year-old Lydia
doesn't come down to breakfast. The only clue to Lydia's whereabouts
lies with Hannah, who (like everything else) keeps it to herself. It
takes a few days, but the Lees get their answer — and it changes their
The story is told in fluid time: past
mixes with present, smoothly transitioning between them, and allusions
to the future are few and far between but still delicious nuggets that
suggest that life goes on.
The intimacy readers have with the Lees is immediate, with a longing
of its own. Readers long to know Lydia's whereabouts, they long to comfort
those grieving — and they long to shake those who need to be awoken from
their frightful slumber.
Ng does something that is,
like the story, very subtle: she uses very little dialogue. Most of the
characters express themselves through thought or memory, silenced by
their own fears and apprehensions. The Lees don't talk to each other.
They don't talk to other people. Do they have their own voices? Do they
know how to use them?
Their lives are as small as their
voices, their dreams as fragile as their silence. Can they dare to
dream, to reach beyond what's been allotted to them by their small town,
by its small minds?
The novel is set in the mid-20th
century, which I'd like to think is a different time. I'd like to think
we're more enlightened, more inclusive, less shocked by and less
insulated from different cultures. I doubt current events would buoy my
hopes. By seeing how things were, we can better see if how things are is
how they really should be.
Part of my enjoyment is
that I came to the story with little more than the dust jacket
description, and the discovery of — well, everything — was rewarding.
There is so much I want to say, but I don't want to reveal too much of
its magic. It's an amazing read, and I recommend it highly.
Have you read it? What do you think? Let me know!